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Thursday, July 27, 2006

i think its really over . haiix . Maybe i should really let go . Maybe your heart has already belong to someone else . Totally hopeless . Maybe i should learn how to forget and move on . i think its really time .

In the morning , when i reached the bus-stop[school one] , went to Farhan's house donwstair with xuan and slack . After awhile , Dan Ying was walking then i called her . so the 3 of us talked then soon , Farhan and Zhao Ming came so we went in the school together . Then Adam and his brother came too and his brother sat beside me . so CUTE !` Adam was damn funny . cause he was laughing and laughing then suddenly he turned to me and say " oi you stupid " . -.- Then he burst out into laughter . dots `

Lesson time was kinda fun . Again , Mrs So Changed our sitting arrangement . Now Ivan is sitting beside me and Shi Nan has been changed to the next group . sad `~ Mother
Tongue class i play my handphone song . lol . then cause i make it full blast then at the chorus part , the sound was damn loud . lol . luckilt the old man didn hear it . Then was enjoying the song . so nice . ahhaha . During our lunch break at 12.30p.m , went to the library with Ming Mei . gEez !`[Dan Ying was stilling eating .] Then in the library , Zi Xuan actually SLAPPED XIAO NAN !` like what the hell . Damn stunned by her action . Then Afiq and all were also shocked . so i just hack care and went to talk with Ming mei , Dan Ying & Mavis . Dare fun . were laughing madly . As we and Afiq and all were always noisy in the library , again , we were being chased out by the OLD AUNTIE !` In the canteen talked to Farhan awhile then cause Ismat was at there "gangster" to Zi Xuan then later i looked at him while laughing then he say " you also gangster . " -.- After that , went up to class for lesson and its FUN FUN FUN !` hahaha . JJ & me was laughing madly at the BIRDIE !` cause i showed to him . the day before , i showed it to Shi NAn , Ivan and Yi Hong . And we were laughing hysterically at it . then we even squeesh it . lol . JJ and me were like pulling it and whatever`~ then we were laughing hysterially till our stomach hurts badly . lol . And i snap some photos . hahah !`

JJ pretending the BIRDIE as his . haha .

The BIRDIE !`

me squeezing the BIRDIE !` hahahah .

After that , many of them were also interested in knowing . lol . But i only showed afew . then Ivan and Shi Nan were at there "Jolynn you show them ? " haha . Then JJ called Pei Han over then we showed him then he was also laughing hysterically till he roll on the floor . lol . Then cause JJ left it ontop of my bag then just nice Gek Nian came and he saw it . what the hell . lol . At that point of time , we were really laughing like mad . so damn hilarious . lol . JJ , Pei Han & me just cant stop laughing . lol .

After Enrichment , went to the mama shop as usual . xuan called her cousin to come as xuan wanted to continue her REVENGE on XIAO NAN !` haiix . *shake head* XIAO NAN too insulted my mum . he said my mum a POSTITUTE and my mother is DEAD !` like what the hell . i`m angry . i`m flaring . my blood's boiling but i didn beat him , slap him , etc . i solve this matter in the right way . come to think of it . If you really hit him , and he complain to anyone , you have the bear the consequences for your actions . is it worth it ?` N O . not at all . imagine you'll get a severe punishment ? If XIAO NAN really complain to the teacher , the one who is at fault most is you . Althought he started all this first . Teachers are always like this . like for example . . .

Teacher: why did you beat and slap him ?

Student: He insulted my mum . he called my mum a POSTITUTE & that me mum is DEAD ! he even pull up my skirt !

Teacher: He's at fault for doing all this but that doesn give you any rights to beat and slap him . You can report this matter to US and we will punish him accordingly .

ALL TEACHERS WILL DEFINATELY SAY THIS . AND ITS JUST A PILE OF BULLSHIT . PUNISH HIM ACCORDINGLY LIKE HOW ? REPREMAND HIM ONLY ? MY MUM CRITICIZM IS ONLY WORTH A STUPID SCOLDING ? LET ME TELL YOU . IT WORTH MORE THEN JUST A SCOLDING . BY GIVING HIM A PUBLIC CANING IS ALREADY A SMALL PUNISHMENT . YOU COULD JUST EXPELL HIM FROM SCHOOL OR LET US SETTLE IT OURSELF . CAUSE EVEN IF YOU TEACHERS PUNISH HIM , WE WONT BE SATISFIC . YOU HAVE TO LET US SETTLE IT OURSELF SO THAT ITS SATISFACTORY TO US ! ITS OUR MUM WHO GOT INSULTED ! NOT YOURS !

At the provision shop , talked with Dan Ying and all . After a few minutes , went to the bus-stop . Then cause syakirin & Afiq were also there then Zi Xuan say to me "your darling there leh . " then i say " Ha Ha Ha " . then xuan say " i go and call your darling to come . " so she shouted " syakirin ! your darling here . " then he walked towards syakirin and say " your darling there leh . " Then i walked to the provision shop again to avoid any embarrassment . When i walked back , Afiq saw me then say " Jolynn . why you run here and there ? syakirin want to talk to you . " then i say " i didn run here and there . i walk here and there " . lol . then syakirin was at there laughing hysterially . After that , Farhan came and join them and soon , the bus came and Afiq and syakirin left so left Farhan sitting alone so i say " Farhan . why so alone ? " lol . so i went over him and talked with him and showed him the pictures taken in class . lol . then he gave a -.- look . baka `~ lol . After that , Hazirah came then we talked awhile then cause there was a slope and i was standing beside Farhan then cause i dunno what happened , i almost fall back[towards Farhan] then i was like waving my hand in order to balane myself then Hazirah quickly grabbed me . hahahha . Then Farhan was at there laughing and say " don't fall hor " . hahahha .

After that , i say to Farhan " wanan go see ghost , behind there there's "something" . Someone Funeral is held there " . Upon hearing this , Farhan got damn excited so Farhan , Hazirah and me went over there then Dan Ying and all followed too . At there , we observed a long time but didn see anything then when everyone was laughing and everything , i was still observing and guess what ?!` i saw it !` a black figure . like what the hell . Then i say to Dan ying " you saw that ? " Then she kept saying "where ? where ? " OMG ! i`m the only one whom saw it . Then cause Farhan was leaning against something and on top of it was damn dirty so i say " i dare you to touch it . " then he say " i dare . but dont blame me if i touch you after touching that . " then he went to touch . YUCKS `~ Then he took it and throw it on my hair ! arghhhh ! Then he was at there laughing . >.<"' Then cause xuan came and she took the BIRDIE out so Farhan and all started playing with it . and they kept dropping it on the grass patch ! Then cause Farhan was playing then i begged him to put it at his "there" and let me take a picture of it but he dont want . So Farhan took the BIRDIE adn went to Zulhaily then he put it there . hahaha . Then Zulhaily was at there " sia lah " . lol . cause i was begging them to let me take a picture of it so Farhan , Zulhaily , Zhao Ming , Jun hao , Jian Jie and all team up and chased Jason to put it at his there . lol . then they were like as though they were raping Jason . lol . i even took a video of it but sad to say , i can upload it . bloody com !

lol . look at JAson's expression and all the hands on the BIRDIE !`

After all the fooling and everything , before that Farhan & Zulhaily were throwing the BIRDIE . -.- Then it dropped on the grass patch . so dirty . Then soon , Sebby came then he was at there laughing too . so funny . then he went to pull it . hahaha . then while pulling he say " wa lao . very disgusting leh . " lol . so funny `~ Then sebby and me were at there laughing like nobody's business . wahahahx . then cause Jian Jie put the BIRDIE at his there then before i took the picture of it , i asked sebby to pull it . hahahhaha .

wahhahax . sebby hand pulling the BIRDIE !

After that , took a picture of sebby . so cute ! At first he refuses then he say " wahh . today in school down with flu . " lol . Then Dan Ying say " this is SIAOGANG order " hahaha . so sebby say " ok . since its SIAOGANG" . hahha . Then at first , sebby stood with his both legs close then i say " sebby , dont so nerd . " then later he changed to another pose then Dan Ying say " so nerd " lol . then sebby say " ok lor . you all like this one . " hahahahaha .

cute yea ? and handsome too . look at his swollen eyes . poor thing . due to the flu .

After that , Dan Ying and all went to play basketball then they were all asking me to go . After that , sebby bathed finish and everything , he also asked me to go but i rejected him . lol . talked with Farhan , Zulhaily and Jason . so funny . Then Jason legs will shaking . lol . Then Ahmad[cute brother] was at there pinching my cheeck . hmphx ! Then cause i say to Farhan that i won the bet then he was att here "oh ya !` i forgotten to tell syakirin . " then Zulhaily was at there " i know syakirin number . i can call him . " Then Farhan too said that . then i say its not counted haha . another bet is on Ma*** . [Private & Confidential] . gEez !` Then cause JAson say he almost got a astma then i asked him whether he has his inhaler with him but he asked me whats an inhaler . -.- Then zulhaily say " i have alot . got blueberry one . " then i say blueberry one is meant for children . hahha . Then Farhan was at there "children " . then JAson and me pretended crying . haha . As there were lots of stone and everything on the ground then Farhan kept taking it and throw at me . -.- Then before i board the bus , he threw even more then i say " idiot Farhan . i`m gonna torture you . " then Farhan was at there laughing . -.-

i've been losing this nowadays . yesterday , i lost my lotion in school and today , i lost my comb . maybe i will even lose my panties tomorrow . who knows . =x

Farhan !` are you honoured ?` your name is flooded in my blog again !` hahaha .

Today's a BIRDIE day !`

- goodbye . my 1 year & 3 months love . -

- Its not worth it after all . haiix . -

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